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(December 27, 2009 @ 19:37)

Side note :

If I ever leave house one day,

Don't bother come finding me.

You already dared me to leave this house, and you said if I leave, you wouldn't care much,

You'll treat it as though you gave birth to one daughter only .

So be it. Don't make police report, don't bother calling my friends/close ones,

I'll ask them stfu and not tell you where I'll be going.

The money in bank, spend it on sister.

She worths all your time and money to be spent on her, whereas, I don't.

You've always regarded me, as a bitch.

So what if I'm a bitch. All thanks to you, you don't give me freedom, I find it myself.

But when I found my freedom, you take it all away.

You restrict this and that , I want to go out till night, you also won't allow.

I have a boyfriend but I can manage my studies, you say no too.

I know best my situation, look who's studying now. You or me ?

I study , I know my condition if I can continue a relationship. Of course if I can't, I'll stop the relationship.

But you even threaten to throw me out of the house just because I've got into another relationship..?

What's that suppose to mean ..?

If you wish to disown me , no longer want me to be your daughter, do it now.

Spare me from all miseries. I've had enough of all these.

Second note :

I'm going on MIA.

And this time it's real. Not like last time, where I said I'll MIA and in the end, back in 1 day or 2 days.

No. This time, I'll be gone for more than a week. I might not online, might not on phone.

Don't try to contact me, leave me alone.

I need my own space to breathe. I need my own time.

And to you, if you know who you are ..

Where were you when I needed you the most .. ?